Is sadness an ingredient in awe?

Is sadness an ingredient in awe?

Sometimes awe doesn’t begin with joy. It begins with missing. When you feel the sadness of distance from G-d, it shows your heart is still alive, still reaching. Sadness can sink you into despair… but when it’s about missing G-d, it flips into longing. And longing is a raw material of awe. Because awe isn’t […]

Why did G-d allow ego at all?

Why did G-d allow ego at all?

Chassidus gives a radical answer: Because repair gives us a deeper knowledge of Him. Here’s how : 1. Without ego If we only received light (revealed kindness), we’d know G-d like a child knows a parent, beautiful, but shallow. 2. With ego Ego creates distance, mistakes, even evil. But when ego is repaired, our knowledge […]

The Deepest Pain of Being Human

The Deepest Pain of Being Human

Chassidus says: Just being created already means disconnect. Why? Because to be “something” (yesh) is to feel apart from G-d. It’s built into existence. That’s why our soul yearns for connection. The deepest missing is… missing G-d. But here’s the paradox: If we were fully united, we’d vanish. No choice. No love. No awe. So […]

6 Truths We Can Know Only Through Faith

6 Truths We Can Know Only Through Faith

Spirituality is about using our mind. Some truths are too vast for logic. Here are 6 of them: 1. Creation from Nothing We can imagine something from something. But how existence comes from nothing? Only faith can hold that truth. 2. G-d’s Infinite Essence Infinity as “endless numbers” we get. But the true endless light, […]

We know G-d most… by not knowing.

We know G-d most… by not knowing.

Sounds strange, right? But here’s why: Human knowledge is always limited. We use words, logic, comparisons. But G-d is infinite, beyond all boxes. So the closer we get, the more we realize: “I can’t fully grasp Him.” That’s not failure. That’s true knowing. Real knowledge of G-d is wonder. It’s standing in awe. It’s being […]

Because every nation was invited to Sinai.

Because every nation was invited to Sinai.

Every nation had the chance to meet G-d face-to-face. But when they heard the Torah (hebrew bible) was about awe, yearning, and spiritual pleasure, not physical comfort, they stepped back. They said: “What’s the point?” Only Israel showed up. And even a few thousand Egyptians joined them. That choice mattered. It was the difference between: […]

G-d needs you.

G-d needs you.

Not because He lacks something. But because He wants something. A relationship. Every moment you breathe, speak, or choose kindness, you’re not just “doing a mitzvah” or “checking a box.” You are giving G-d what He desires most: Connection. It means: 1. Every time you pause to reflect, you’re offering Him closeness. 2. Every time […]

“But they practice kindness…”

“But they practice kindness…”

That phrase has excused abuse at every level: In families — abusive parents, partners or siblings. In institutions — exploiters in power. In governments — corruption hidden. And it’s the same excuse that helps religious schemes survive. The Mormon church thrives because people say: “But look how kind they are.” Kindness in one moment doesn’t […]

Signs You Are Being Spiritually Abused

Signs You Are Being Spiritually Abused

1. Fear is the fuel. If guilt, shame, or threats of punishment are what keep you “loyal,” that’s not faith, it’s control. 2. Your worth = obedience. When your value depends only on how well you follow rules or leaders, you’re trapped in a scheme. 3. Only they have the truth. If you’re told “we’re […]

2018–2022: My life was chaos.

2018–2022: My life was chaos.

Out-of-control disease activity wrecked my nervous system. I often needed a wheelchair, I had to follow a diet of mostly beans, carrots, broccoli, Quinua and tahini to live with less pain. Here’s something people don’t always realize: Disease itself can be traumatic. It shocks your body. It overwhelms your mind. It traps your nervous system […]