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Breaking patterns of depression

Book notes, on the ideas that were helpful for me to think about from this book: Breaking the Patterns of Depression https://a.co/d/fU3Hu9H

I’m not a therapist, I’m not saying this is a treatment for any condition, some of it is language from the book.

Breaking patterns of depression

Makes victims miserable

Makes you feel like anything you do won’t bring back joy

Depression can be treated very quickly  when you do the work and it can always come back again 

Doubts, despairs, regrets 

Waking up and first thoughts are negative like “I’m tired…”, always another obstacle of some sort.

Thoughts like “Why is my life always a struggle?” “Am I always negative?” Every negative thought brings you down more, “I hope I die” is intense depression/hopelessness like a 9/10 (each negative thought should be countered with an accurate thought with a positive spin)

Depression is a sign that something is wrong

Believing your negative inner dialogue/self talk is harmful , depression is the consequence (b/c negative self talk is hopelessness thinking/talk)

Depression is not a disease, medication companies push that it is. 

Depression does not have a single cause with a single treatment, There are many tools to try  

Deliberate effort has to be made to change thinking pattern so hopefulness can take the place of hopelessness

It takes work to build hope, a plan.

Depressed people are often missing specific skills, thinking clearly, relating positively to others, gathering and weighing important information, client doesn’t recognize they are missing these skills because you don’t know what you don’t know.

If you see other people doing the things you want to do, then that is evidence it’s possible for you.

Learn by doing

A Book is not a substitute for personal therapy 

A good therapist can expand on the points made in this book 

Hopelessness is a viewpoint, not a fact.

Medication can provide relief but can’t magically change a personality 

Up until the 1960s, people believed you were weak if depressed , a moral flaw, self pity.

What is depression?

What causes it?

There are many right ways to treat depression 

Psychologist 

Psychiatrist 

Behavior Therapist

Etc

Each view depression a bit differently

Hurtful set of projections about your experiences is depression, 

(Chapter 1: 30 minutes into the audio book)

Strive to effect people positively

Your Family is responsible for your prevention of life experiences

(49 minutes)

Unrealistic expectations like

“My partner should meet my needs” which provides little motivation to meet the others needs. (What can be done is sharing how you feel/inner world, Which requires self awareness)

Society/culture pushes standards that may not make sense for you

Culture just means influential people for you, parents, teachers, scientists…

People only teach you what they know, not what they don’t know.

If you were taught your achievements were everything then you’d have hard time enjoying relaxation 

The best way to have friends is to be one

Lack of experience isn’t lack of intelligence 

Negative views have to be challenged constantly and practicing new skills

Focus on learnable skills

Relaxation training is a skill

Relationship skills are very important (chatgpt can explain this clearly)

Learn and Understand your personal psychology

Everyone is different so everyone’s depression is different

You can recover from depression but not cure it

The goal is for your depression episodes to happen less often and not last as long when they do happen

How do your feelings influence your expectations from this book?

(Chapter 2)

I don’t believe depression is recurring, I believe life is recurring which comes along with new types of rejection and hurt that trigger depression 

Good happens.

Prevention is probably possible more often than you realize.

There is no single cause of depression so there is no single solution.

It effects all age groups and societies.

Depression is more of a disorder.

It takes a lot of effort to try anything.

Only 25% of depressed individuals will seek help with a mental health professional.

Problem with treatment guidelines, some clinicians will use the guidelines to do their thinking for them. There is no substitute for critical thinking and good judgment.

Psychotherapy is as much an art as science, so experience and talent help

Symptom reduction is a goal, 

Most effective psychotherapy  for mild-moderate depression is CBT (like increasing self talk on gratefulness (like “i’m grateful for the food/shelter that I have, or simply thinking “I’m grateful”, noticing the blessings in life and they are increasing) and thinking about what you enjoy throughout the day), challenging negative/hopeless  thoughts with hopefulness/positive thoughts

Why is cbt so effective for depression compared to other psychotherapies?

Changing how you think will change what you think

How you behave and how you relate to others like setting boundaries impacts what you think

You can have a bad event happen and not get depressed

When you try again, try something different

Good motivation doesn’t  make up for poor strategy 

S.A.D. – winter depression, doing extra activities by a special fluorescent light can cure this 

Feeling in control reduces depression, mistaken sense of control can make depression more severe, 

Thinking about past hurts, cause hurt in the present 

Suicidal individuals feel their past pain is what’s in store for them in the future

Why do some give up control easily?

Why do some never let go of  control?

Focusing on the past is like trying to drive a car forward while looking backward, dont let the past cloud your future.

Some have Low ability to compartmentalize – they can’t tolerate a failure without feeling like a failure

You are more than your feelings , sometimes you need to get in touch with feelings, and sometimes out of touch – like if getting audited by IRS, get out of touch.

Being a victim or trying to control the uncontrollable are reliable paths to feeling depressed 

Focusing on past hurts, diminishes possibilities of focusing on a positive future 

Chapter 5

Expectancy 

Clear and realistic expectations about the future is everything

You can’t recover unless you address your beliefs and expectations

Negative expectancy will prevent you from growing/changing

  • You may remember there was a bad earthquake in southern California in the 90’s. Some bounced back, some left town, some got depressed

It was all about having a positive or negative expectations about the future. No one can guarantee an earthquake like that won’t happen again.

Life without vision – 

Mental health community preoccupation on childhood experiences as a focus of therapy has been damaging , it made people underestimate the future 

People should learn to be future oriented , it’s an ability you can slowly learning by practicing to plan ahead , set goals 

You have to learn to be future oriented in many areas, not just one, like career planning 

You need to create compelling vision of your future

Suicide – believing the future is just full pain , severe hopelessness, future holds no positive possibilities (not realizing how to behave/think differently, like how to be vulnerable or make boundaries, not knowing what belief in god means, etc)

Suicide, the permanent solution to a temporary problem 

A way to end present suffering 

It’s always possible to think beyond pain in the present, it can require a skilled therapist 

What do you want from your future?

Lifestyle imbalances can lead to depression

People who have strong connection to something greater themselves prevents depression

Having a mission helps prevent depression

Not all depression is preventable 

Avoiding action is a choice, not making a choice is a choice, things are never just the way they are, you can always change your response to a circumstance

Good boundaries means not settling for mediocrity 

 Setting limits makes you feel worthy

Learn the boundaries and strengths of all your parts (learn about IFS)

Your job is to train people how to treat you, ignoring what hurts you plants seeds of depression

Yelling is an intimidation tactic, when you set limits/boundaries then you will learn a lot about the other person and if you need to walk away from that relationship

What it takes to take care of yourself/protect your self

I am not the same now as then

Its normal for people to push our boundaries and our job to maintain them

Relationship patterns, chapter 11:

Low frustration tolerance – throw away society – harder to develop personal security, it’s important to protect your partners sense of security, like don’t storm away from a disagreement, depart in a respectful way

When my needs are not met, I become frustrated and urgency amplifies to get them satisfied, so mr right gets sacrificed for mr right now

Men tend to focus more on… then relationships

Expecting someone to meet my needs in a relationship is necessary 

If expectations are not realistic/unreasonable, they are based on what I want and not what they can offer, then you will have lots of disappointment/anger

Learn skills to make accurate interpretations

You must have some expectations in relationships,

It’s not realistic to have all your needs met in 1 relationship, decide with your partner what needs can be met in the relationship and which will have to be met elsewhere

Self awareness of personal needs, recognize your own needs and accept them as basic and valid like honesty, adventure, security, love, passion, monogamy, fun, values, 

When something I value is devalued/ignored then relationship will take a negative turn

In dating, learn as much as you can before becoming too emotionally attached

Shared responsibility and sensitivity of the others needs

Learn by doing: write my user manual, learn who I am and what I require so I can transmit this to others

How much communication, fun, entertainment, intellectual stimulation do I need?

Tendency to protect others from my depression, is not helpful, it prevents closeness , it prevents getting other perspectives, getting more viewpoints can help reduce depression

Getting useful feedback that can challenge my thinking

Assuming a victim role is another method to deny my needs

My job to assert my needs, preferences, 

Assessing others: 

How do I know if I can trust/rely on another

Trusting gut feeling, is responding to you and not the other person, you will miss external information, getting absorbed in own viewpoints will not be helpful

If absorbed with/thinking things like “am i okay” “do I look okay” then i’m not focusing on the other person

Best position to take when meeting a new person is to assess them and not yourself

We often see others as we’d like them to be instead of who they are:

We dont want to interrogate people but we should be observant

Learn by doing:

To help read people so we know what we can expect from them

What traits should we judge them on?

Write down people I met recently: what is my judgment on them? 

What did they say or do as the evidence for my judgment

example:

John Smith:

Nice guy b/c he helped me change my tire, expressed concern for my safety, 

I dont know anything about his values

Best to understand our difference and accept them so we can be stronger together

Does this person take responsibility for themselves?

If you ask someone why they got divorced and it’s all about blame on their ex-partner, get away, teaching a non-responsible person to be responsible takes a lot of work

Does this person deny or run away from problems or face them?

Can you express all your feelings, viewpoints, thoughts? Some people don’t have depth and awareness 

Assuming everyone has deep thoughts isn’t true, look for evidence that the person has depth.

Other people are not necessarily like you 

If someone says “im a sensitive individual” that is just their self perspective, look at what they actually do (how do they behave when angry/upset)

How skillfully does someone respond to the demands in their life? Do they treat you the same consistently?

Building a healthy relationship: It doesn’t magically happen, it takes purpose, establishing healthy patterns of relating

Whom do you want to attract into your life and why?

Establishing a relationship on a negative basis isn’t a good idea like finding someone you can complain to

Best to build a relationship on the basis of fun, etc

I valuer the ability to solve problems well, fun should be a priority, deep exploration of serious issues can be draining if that is main focus, dare to be silly sometimes, life is not meant to be a burden

Learn by doing:

Learn the value of leisure, do things to feel good, what do I do to play, make list of 20 things I do for relax/fun

Which do i prefer on my own and which with others, which are free and which cost money, how often have I done each of these 20 things

Build lots of play into life, 

Activities that require planning, some that are spontaneous 

Self disclosure is an art, revealing myself to another

In business relationship, you don’t share personal

If casual friendship then keep intimate details out of it

Relationship will collapse if too much is introduced to soon

Go easy and slow down, learn about the others ability, gradually add depth to a relationship 

Close relationship with someone that can appreciate and accept who i am

Do I get negative judgment as I disclose who I am?

Don’t expect other people to protect you, you need to define your limits and enforce them, `i have to decide how much to give up of my self

If I back down and give in then i won’t feel good about myself

Set clear limits and enforce them, consistent with my needs

Learn to tolerate negative feedback

`learn by doing #73

How to manipulate others: understand your influence on other people

What are the tactics I use to get what I want from other people,  ask people closest to me on how I treat them and what I do to get something from them? It will help move relationship to higher level of integrity

Manipulation nevers get eliminated from relationships, even when there is lots of respect/honesty

Respecting another individual means letting them choose for themselves

If too much self esteem relies on a relationship then i’m giving too much to what isn’t in my control

Healthy relationships don’t just happen, they require skills, like setting clear boundaries, clear expectations, assertiveness,  assessing others realistically, sharing control, realistic about responsibility, problem solving capabilities, consistency, build up your skills

Spending lots of time on entertainment like TV, takes away from building relationships

Can someone live up to my expectations?

It’s my responsibilities to educate people on how to relate to me so they have the knowledge that they can make good use of

A nice person isn’t necessarily the right partner

Like attracts like (we are attracted to people with same emotional maturity, someone with same level of being vulnerable)

Don’t share sensitive information until you have an idea on how they might respond

If it breathes then you must set limits

People use manipulation like guilt and intimidation to get what they want 

Relationships are just one part of your life, you can’t control others or how they choose to relate to us

Depression can vary so much from person to person, it’s not a single disorder

A skilled psychotherapist can provide lots of great guidance/help

The mental health community knows a lot about treating depression, success rate is very high when going to a skilled professional

From a different book – “forgiveness begins with forgiving oneself (former self) for the feelings you had… and then you can work on forgiving others for the feelings they had “

Reading the book is more helpful then notes from the book + the author has other great books.

For a list of more of my psychology based book recommendations, check out https://nextself.ai/about/

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