and you never bought a ticket.
It’s not just you.
It’s called Adaptive Trauma Patterns, and it’s your brain’s survival mode stuck on repeat.
Here’s how you spot them:
The Pleaser (Fawn)
You say “yes” when inside you’re screaming “no.”
Feels nice at first—until resentment shows up.
The Runner (Flight)
You avoid conflicts, hoping problems vanish.
But anxiety always catches you.
The Fighter (Fight)
You react fast and regret faster.
Feels strong in the moment—but exhausting later.
The Freezer (Freeze)
You shut down when things feel too much.
Safe in numbness—but life happens without you.
These were your brain’s way to protect you when life got rough. But now they’re causing chaos. Here’s how to step off the ride:
Notice your reactions. Pause and breathe. Choose one small way to respond differently.
Each shift you make sends a message to your nervous system:
“I’m safe now, and I deserve calm.”
Your emotions and nervous system don’t have to run you. You can run them—kindly.
Remember:
You can’t control the ride, but you can choose when to step off.
“feel like your emotions control you more than you control them?”
Explore the NextSelf Blog. Start with this post explaining the world of souls. And my Youtube. Content is published to this facebook first and a few days later, to the blog.
The blog lists all the difference patterns to study, understanding patterns is how one can develop 'Daas' [felt knowing].
Update: As awe, trust, and love deepen, they can allow greater openness and intimacy with the Creator. That intimacy can include sadness when you notice how much more of His goodness can be revealed.