Here’s one explanation:
“With all your heart and strength” doesn’t mean always feeling super passionate or deeply moved.
Sometimes it’s literally as simple as:
“Creator, I’m doing this because I care about You.”
“I realize that You’re kindness, humbleness and justice can’t be imagined, and that’s why I’m here.”
Did you realize? Just acknowledging the Creator’s greatness,that’s exactly what awe (yirah) means.
And let’s be real,life is hard.
Sometimes you might even feel like saying:
“Creator, I’m overwhelmed today.
I might not show clearly how much I care.”
That’s totally okay.
Sometimes showing up, even like this, is truly doing your best.
"Ever wondered how it’s even possible to be “commanded” to love The Creator?"
Explore the NextSelf Blog. Start with this post explaining the world of souls. And my Youtube.
It lists all the difference patterns to study, understanding patterns is how one can develop 'Daas' [felt knowing].
Update: As awe, trust, and love deepen, they can allow greater openness and intimacy with the Creator. That intimacy can include sadness when you notice how much more of His goodness can be revealed.