When my anxiety used to spike, I’d completely freeze or try to make others happy.
Deep down, I felt if I wasn’t perfect, The Creator wouldn’t care anymore.
But this idea showed me something amazing:
Our imagination just makes pictures,it doesn’t actually create real stuff.
The Creator’s imagination, though?
It literally creates and keeps everything going.
Think about it like this:
When you picture your breakfast, sadly no food magically appears.
But when The Creator “pictures” something, it actually exists.
Right now, at this exact second, The Creator is imagining and creating YOU.
You’re not just another detail in the background.
You’re someone The Creator is choosing, moment by moment, to hold in existence.
If you’re feeling alone or distant right now, try this:
1. Pause, breathe, and remind yourself:
“The Creator’s actively creating me at this exact moment.”
2. Look at something simple nearby,a bird, your coffee,and think:
“This exists because The Creator’s thoughts make it real.”
You don’t need to impress The Creator or chase after validation.
You’re already deeply connected just by existing.
You’re never alone, you’re continuously created and deeply valued.
Because The Creator’s favorite thing to create isn't perfect, it’s 'imperfection' like me and you.
"You can't earn G-d love, it's always there, creating every breath you take."
Explore the NextSelf Blog. Start with this post explaining the world of souls. And my Youtube. Content is published to this facebook first and a few days later, to the blog.
The blog lists all the difference patterns to study, understanding patterns is how one can develop 'Daas' [felt knowing].
Update: As awe, trust, and love deepen, they can allow greater openness and intimacy with the Creator. That intimacy can include sadness when you notice how much more of His goodness can be revealed.