It's not just you.
We often try to understand The Creator the way we understand each other,through words and ideas.
But here's something surprising:
Your words come from your thoughts.
Your intellect gives meaning to the words you speak.
But The Creator's "words" aren't the same.
When The Creator "speaks," He doesn't just express ideas,He literally creates ideas.
Think of it this way:
Your words are like containers holding your thoughts.
But The Creator’s words are the source of the containers themselves.
They don't just share wisdom,they create wisdom.
That's why the Torah/Bible describes creation with words:
It's showing you that everything, even your ability to think, understand, and connect, starts with The Creator’s words.
Feeling lonely or distant from The Creator?
Try this:
1. Pause, look around, and notice something simple, like a flower, the sky, or your own breath.
2. Remind yourself: "This moment is The Creator speaking. This is His word creating right now."
Your connection with The Creator isn't something you need to chase or figure out.
It's already happening, you just need to notice it.
Remember:
You don't find connection, you wake up to it.
"The Creator doesn't use logic to create wisdom, He uses His word to create logic."
Explore the NextSelf Blog. Start with this post explaining the world of souls. And my Youtube. Content is published to this facebook first and a few days later, to the blog.
The blog lists all the difference patterns to study, understanding patterns is how one can develop 'Daas' [felt knowing].
Update: As awe, trust, and love deepen, they can allow greater openness and intimacy with the Creator. That intimacy can include sadness when you notice how much more of His goodness can be revealed.