It’s not Him—it’s trauma talking.
Here’s why:
Trauma teaches your brain lies:
• Fight (anger): “G-d left me alone.”
• Flight (avoidance): “G-d won’t help anyway.”
• Freeze (stuck): “G-d doesn’t care enough to notice me.”
• Fawn (pleasing others): “I have to earn love—even from G-d.”
Truth bomb:
Trauma lies. G-d doesn’t.
3 ways to reconnect fast:
1. Awareness:
Notice the lies your brain tells.
2. Boundaries:
Say “no” to feeling worthless.
3. Self-compassion:
Be kind to yourself—like G-d is.
Repeat this today:
“Trauma lied. I’m still loved.”
Angels feel constant awe towards G-d. Trauma lets us choose our awe—by changing our thoughts.
Explore the NextSelf Blog. Start with this post explaining the world of souls. And my Youtube. Content is published to this facebook first and a few days later, to the blog.
The blog lists all the difference patterns to study, understanding patterns is how one can develop 'Daas' [felt knowing].
Update: As awe, trust, and love deepen, they can allow greater openness and intimacy with the Creator. That intimacy can include sadness when you notice how much more of His goodness can be revealed.