When you feel like you have no faith, start with one question:
“Do I still believe I am loved by the Creator?”
If the answer is no, your nervous system starts building life around abandonment, randomness, and the belief that there is no deeper goodness holding reality together.
If the answer is yes, faith has somewhere to begin.
What does faith actually mean?
You can say:
“I do not understand what is happening, but I still believe the Creator is good.”
Faith does not mean pretending life is easy or that suffering feels good. It means refusing to make pain the final explanation of reality.
That changes how you live.
How does believing you are loved change how you live?
If you still believe you are loved, you become more able to practice compassion instead of self-hatred, boundaries instead of control, and responsibility instead of giving up.
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How can appreciation deepen the relationship?
Then appreciation can deepen the relationship.
You notice what is still good, what you are still receiving, and what you did not create for yourself.
That appreciation can deepen awe.
What is awe made of?
Awe is the felt awareness:
“I am living before the Infinite Creator right now.”
Awe contains wonder because His wisdom and the depth of reality are far beyond what you can fully understand.
It contains humility because you are not the Source, you do not see the whole story, and reality is not under your control.
And it contains healthy fear because your choices are real and matter.
That is awe.
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How does trust change the way awe feels?
Trust changes how awe feels.
When you trust that the Creator is good, awe does not only make life feel serious. It makes relationship possible.
You can remain present before Someone infinitely beyond your understanding without needing to run, control, or shut down.
Then love can deepen too.
Love contains joy because some of His goodness is already revealed, and sadness because you want more of that goodness and closeness to be revealed.
That sadness can become longing.
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Where does faith actually begin?
So faith does not begin by forcing certainty.
It begins by choosing which reality you are willing to live inside.
“Nothing means anything.”
Or:
“I do not understand everything, but I still believe goodness is real.”
From there, appreciation can deepen awe, trust can make closeness possible, and love can grow.
With people, relationship often begins with curiosity.
With the Infinite Creator, relationship begins with awe.
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Related guides:
Why is suffering built into creation? The Infinite Creator wants creation to be full of revealed goodness
Emotionally healthy beliefs of the world of souls: Maimonides [Rambam] describes the World to Come as fully spiritual
Why is belief apart of relationship with the Creator? Trusting the Creator through faith and intimacy
“A relationship with The Creator begins with awe. Awe is a blend of sadness, fear, and wonder. Faith grows when you stop asking only, “Why is this happening?” and start asking, “Am I still loved inside this?”
Explore the NextSelf Blog. Start with this post explaining the world of souls, and what does it mean to be light? And my Youtube. Content is published to this facebook first and a few days later, to the blog.
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