Trauma wants you scared and stuck, your soul wants you curious and free.

The key to knowing The Creator isn’t intelligence,it’s curiosity.

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If you're like me, your mind is your greatest tool.

Your ideas shape your feelings, your actions, and your entire life.

But what if I told you:

Your smartest thought is like a drop of water in The Creator’s ocean.

Your deepest wisdom is just the first letter in The Creator’s endless story.

But trauma can keep you stuck, making it feel unsafe to stay curious.

Your nervous system learns to fight, flee, freeze, or please, keeping you disconnected from yourself and others.

Here's an idea that helped me:

For us, our mind is the peak.

But for The Creator, intelligence is just another action, something as simple as lifting a finger.

And even that comparison barely scratches the surface.

The Creator doesn't work in ways you can fully understand,

and that's exactly the point.

Instead of feeling lost, realize:

You don't have to grasp The Creator fully to connect.

Your awe, 

your curiosity,

your kindness,

those are your real bridges to connect spiritually.

And remember:

The Creator’s infinite mystery

isn't meant to confuse you;

it’s meant to inspire you.

"Trauma wants you scared and stuck, your soul wants you curious and free." 

Explore the NextSelf Blog. Start with this post explaining the world of souls. And my Youtube.

The blog lists all the difference patterns to study, understanding patterns is how one can develop 'Daas' [felt knowing].
Update: As awe, trust, and love deepen, they can allow greater openness and intimacy with the Creator. That intimacy can include sadness when you notice how much more of His goodness can be revealed.